Post by Admin on Dec 17, 2015 14:48:13 GMT
I guess i'll just post everything on my mind here, but first i would like to give a general overview of myself so that this journal doesn't look confusing.
Gender: Female
Orientation: Bi-sexual
Background information: I come from a family of christian conservatives. I didn't ever really expect that i would end up falling flat on my face with a throbbing crotch over other girls. they always beat into my mind that it was wrong, so of course i hid it. it started around the 6th grade when i began to like girls, but at the time i tried to like boys more. i knew how wrong it was. i had a friend who always told me that i needed to be myself and not one of those sheeple. she was my best friend and the biggest example to me. before i was always picked on at my old school, so i wasn't use to having someone in my life like that. it was a big change, but a good one.
as the years went on i began to like girls more than ever. this year i can't even hide it anymore. i realized that i'm less interested in guys. the sex, the parts, the form. i just don't get turned on by it.
so my new years resolution will be to come out to my christian, conservative, terrorist family (okay, they are not terrorist, but they are very uptight.) i am terrified i will be disowned by them, but i'm ready to stand up for myself. i'm ready to take it all at once. go big or go home.
Gender: Female
Orientation: Bi-sexual
Background information: I come from a family of christian conservatives. I didn't ever really expect that i would end up falling flat on my face with a throbbing crotch over other girls. they always beat into my mind that it was wrong, so of course i hid it. it started around the 6th grade when i began to like girls, but at the time i tried to like boys more. i knew how wrong it was. i had a friend who always told me that i needed to be myself and not one of those sheeple. she was my best friend and the biggest example to me. before i was always picked on at my old school, so i wasn't use to having someone in my life like that. it was a big change, but a good one.
as the years went on i began to like girls more than ever. this year i can't even hide it anymore. i realized that i'm less interested in guys. the sex, the parts, the form. i just don't get turned on by it.
so my new years resolution will be to come out to my christian, conservative, terrorist family (okay, they are not terrorist, but they are very uptight.) i am terrified i will be disowned by them, but i'm ready to stand up for myself. i'm ready to take it all at once. go big or go home.